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16 July 2007 @ 06:09 pm
P.S. yes, it is alright to unfriend this journal. xD I'm just going to keep it up unlike the last one because this has amazing memories stored in it.
 
 
 
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10 July 2007 @ 02:43 pm
today, I took andrae on a walk for the first time in forever. I also made myself a noodle bento to take along.


I CAUGHT ANDRAE GRAZING LIKE A COW AGAIN AS WELL. )


it was incredibly hot walking back, and coming from me (I don't get hot easily), it MUST have been sweltering. it was cloudy this morning though, which looked promising. I heard it's supposed to rain again on the 14th. it was quite enjoyable though, to be able to go outside again just for some quiet time. I think it would have been a lot more enjoyable however, if it wasn't so hot and I wasn't suffering from wiminz troublez.

what am I currently doing this weeks? absolutely nothing. at least that's what I think. I know dace expressed a desire to hang out on thursday, so hopefully that'll go through and I wont feel like a complete asshole. tomorrow, I believe I'm going to see harry potter with mom and tara. that should be fun. I wish I had some lame wizard lolita dress for the occasion. of course, I could always bust out my harry potter halloween costume from years and years ago. I think it would actually fit me a lot better now. after this week, it's nothing all the way through next week. then I'm seeing rush with my dad on the 27th. that's also the day that allison is coming down, and then the next day we fly out to san diego for AWESOMECON.

I am so dumb excited for AWESOMECON.
 
 
Current Music: Patrick Wolf → Tristan
 
 
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08 July 2007 @ 12:01 pm

sunrise


hello, so this morning I woke up at around 5AM or to to use the restroom. that went just fine. I go back to my room, turn off my light, get back into bed. there are hints of light outside. I turn over towards the window and try and doze off again, when all of a sudden THIS FUCKER APPEARS OUT OF NO WHERE. frightening. I tried to wake up my mom to get her to kill it (because I have no balls when it comes to kill bugs. I can't do it.), but she said she's do it later. so I get this bucket, put it over the scorpion and put a book on it so that it wouldn't go anywhere. then I took all of my things to sleep downstairs.

T_____________T it's that time of year again. when it gets too hot so we get those bastards trying to live in our house. I will have none of it.

I learned some interesting things about my liver condition. I need to take milk thistle supplements and it also calls for me to eat a lot more tomatoes and tomato based products. it'll help build up it's strength again. I also learned that, that is why I get sick so much and have psoriasis. because I can't flush out toxins. my immune system is basically non-existant. I can only really fight off common colds. this is also the reason why it's difficult for me to lose weight. I also can't eat red meat anymore. (but I was going to stop doing that anyway. I haven't eaten red meat for about a week and a half or so.)

I get paid friday, I'm having trouble deciding what the other shoe should be, since it's practically free. .______.

HELP ME TO DECIDE. )


hush, this will be last time in a while I'll get to be this materialistic. after that, the rest of the money will be spent on birthday gifts.


EDIT →
ALSO, the great lauren/ allison fall out of 2007 has come to an end. re joyce.
 
 
Current Music: Kagrra, → し、み、め、ゆ、き、さ、あ (2006 VERSION)
 
 
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07 July 2007 @ 09:56 pm
I've returned from my rendezvous at kelynn's ([info]chaos_sequence) house. most of the night was spent playing a game called phase 10. we the watched the INWARD SCREAM portion of Despair in the Womb (dir en grey, if you live under a rock.) and then sometime at 1AM we watched pocahontas. shinya is indeed a beautiful native american princess and d-d-d-d-die, a retard with flawless hair. I greatly enjoy watching disney movies (ethnic ones at that!), especially when the sun is nearly rising.

I got to bake my cupcakes.


KELYNN, MY GUINEA PIG )


the frosting is mint! I mixed it all myself. and it was the best cupcakes I've ever produced.

today, I went out to lunch again with my family, and I went to go see Ratatouille finally. what a cute movie. I enjoyed it. it makes me want to cook again. T_____T
when I got him, I got a letter from allison ([info]akuma_no_mi).



it was a letter, and it was filled with one piece curry/ rice seasoning! T_______T. thank you allison. (even though you can't read this, since you removed me from your friends list.) now I need to go out and get some rice so I can use it.

also, everyone, I did it again. so if you haven't seen it/ added me yet, you can if you wish to. this is the for sure last time I shall be changing it though. everything is organized to my liking, and I'm still in the process of adding all of my music back in alphabetical order. (only on kagrra, as of now.)

(also josh! [[info]moobob05] I'm sorry about my dad. it is late and he just doesn't want me talking right now. T_____T did you call my cell? or maybe you did and I didn't check it [the sound is off right now.], but yes, I'm sorry!)


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I almost forgot, it's starting to storm again! last evening at around 4PM there was a great number of clouds and it started to get very windy. while we were watching Despair in the Womb, there was lightening. it was kind of doing it again earlier today.
 
 
Current Music: Kagrra, → 「叫び」
 
 
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05 July 2007 @ 05:51 pm
I recieved a parcel just now from canada! it's from dearest nichole ([info]fire_spin168) T______T ♡ x100


(the writing with the addresses is tiny enough to were it is illegable at this image size, so I didn't think it was necessary to black them out.)

WHAT'S INSIDE? )


thank you, thank you, thank you nichole. ♡ I'll also write my thanks to you in a letter, since I haven't done that in a while and I have cute cinnamoroll stationary that needs to be used. (and it's alright if the parcel was late, even a week later. (*・∀<*) I would be too lazy to end it out at the right time as well.)

I ended up not hanging out with dace today. which is a shame, I really wanted to. physically, I'm not up for it. I feel horrible. It could be because this is the second day in a row were I would wake up and eat something sweet. toward the afternoon, this action sends me into some what of a sugar-shock and I have the urge to run to the restroom or kitchen sink and relieve my stomache of it's contents. (I guess this means that I'll have to force tara to eat the last two cupcakes and bit of cake before I wake up again tomorrow and force myself to pick at it.) he called me just now though and I told him what was up. I've never felt so amazing in my life after that. the feeling of being truely loved and cared about. the first thing he said to me was "happy three months" and then "please get better, you're the most important person in my life."
I'll be alright for tomorrow though. tomorrow I'm sleeping over at kelynn's ([info]chaos_sequence) house for the first time in months (I have yet to even see her since school ended. I think the last time I was at her house was sometime in early march.) it'll be fun. ヽ( ´ ∇ ` )ノ

santos ([info]santos_ai), I'll ask about you spending the night wednesday.

last, I found this photo!


a picture of andrae from when we first got him. ♡ he was tiny enough to fit in one hand.


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OH MY GOD, I CAN GET TWO PAIRS OF WOOD-SOLE ROCKING HORSE SHOES FOR $100. T_______T THAT IS AMAZING.
 
 
Current Music: Patrick Wolf → Bloodbeat
 
 
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05 July 2007 @ 08:43 am
yesterday's festivities -


INDEPENDENCE DAY )


that's the only photo that came out decent, since my camera didn't react fast enough to get the full intensity of the explosion.
as well as it being independence day, it was also myra's ([info]iced_ruby_eyes) birthday and the one year anniversary of us having andrae. we can now say "remember last year when little boy did ________" when ever the holidays roll around. little boy has had his first holidays, and the first one he 'celebrated' with us was the 4th of july.


 )


it's funny how that tree grows horizontal to the ground. because of that, it's my favorite tree, as hippish as that sounds.

today, I'm hoping to meet up with dace. I think we'll just go adrian's house again like last time and lounge about playing with the kittens. even though it's our three months, I don't think we're (or rather, I) in the mood to do anything special. going out to lunch is just a normal thing we do now.
I've been feeling rather sketchy now when it comes to hanging out with dace. allison ([info]akuma_no_mi) has been telling mom lies about things and mom's been kind of taking her word for it asking me things. I don't care though, because I know it's not true. it's just dumb that someone you care about so much would say something like that. it's evident though now that she doesn't care, so I will make no effort to patch things up until she does so.

I'm going to read and bathe.


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also, yesterday before we left to dinner, my mom took me shopping with the gift cards that my grandmother got for me on my birthday. I bought a cupcake book at barnes & noble. now everyone will be subjected to be my guinea pigs.


EDIT →
voting for the location of the next JROCK REVOLUTION is up. I will ask and encourage you all to vote for california again? The location seemed to be the best bet for everyone really. They actually had my location up there, but I decided to just vote for california anyway. If it ends up anywhere else (like on the east coast) or it does a tour, if kagrra,'s there, I'll be going to every show. I'll kind of be annoyed (AHAHAHA! kind of...my ass. I'll be furious.) if it ends up going to germany sadly. come on? JROCK REVOLUTION should be an america thing? this is the only festival were we do get (DARE I SAY) DECENT jrock bands. europe and the like have several that I can't even count on one hand, and besides bands go there all the time for one-mans anyway.

I'm sorry, this turn into another one of my europe rans. T____T
 
 
Current Music: Patrick Wolf → Tristan
 
 
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03 July 2007 @ 05:14 pm
happy birthday [info]tasu ♡. it's funny because the last time I actually saw you was on your birthday last year. (seeing you at dir en grey in february and then at JROCK REVOLUTION for a few seconds does not count.)


made by hand.


tomorrow is the 4th of july. what are your plans of celebration? (if you're in america, that is.) I'll be going out to dinner with my family and I think my uncle and then watch fireworks. this will give me a good chance to test out the night option that I found on my camera.
I'll be calling for work tomorrow, so let's hope I get an interview. I'll finally be able to get things I want now and be able to buy decent gifts for people. this is exciting. by the end of next friday, when my mother pays me, I'll be getting at least $200 for chores and babysitting.

hello rocking horse shoes.

くらげ )


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I think I'm going to start reading again...as weird as that sounds. I just feel like a should. I have yet to finish Coin Locker Babies, so I think I'll start that over and actually finish. I guess I'll kind of be doing the thing that [info]thischarmingmai is doing, but instead of fifty books, it'll be twenty-five, since I started late.
twenty-five books by december 31st

TWENTY-FIVE BOOKS )
 
 
Current Music: Kagrra, → 「叫び」
 
 
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02 July 2007 @ 03:35 pm
my baking fit is being somewhat satisfied.


 )
 
 
Current Music: Kagrra, → あの坂を登れば
 
 
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02 July 2007 @ 11:34 am

I think this is my favorite photo of plastic tree yet. ♡ are there any other photos of this shoot? I'm not a member of [info]jrock_scans if that's where it was posted. I don't really enjoy that community a whole lot.

I've been thinking about baking so much now that I had a dream about baking a cake last night. tell me that's not sad. seriously though, whoever's house I'm going to next (which looks like kelynn's [[info]chaos_sequence], friday/ saturday?) we're baking cupcakes dammit. for this, I require -

• chocolate cake mix
• vanilla frosting
• green food dye
• peppermint extract
• mini chocolate chips
• ice cream cones
• cupcake wrappers

and please tell me that you have a cupcake/ muffin pan. ._. and plastic zip-lock bags.
believe me though, it will be the greatest creation known to mankind and you will love them and anyone else who eats them will love them as well. and we can watch dir en grey or what have you while we eat them. everyone is invited. santos ([info]santos_ai), I shall invent a special santos cupcake for your birthday; they shall resemble mac colors. RICH AND CREAMY. (゜∀゜)

 )


the weather has been absolutely ridiculous as of late. yesterday, I think it it got to about 121. lucky for me, I barely go outside during summer. jesus christ though, that is ridiculous.
I'm still waiting for rain...
only about four more months of this nonsense and then it'll be colder.

tomorrow is the one year anniversary of andrae's purchase and then the fourth is the one year anniversary of his coming to our home. ♡ so that day will be dedicated to my little boy and various fireworks.


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from [info]cloverspanties.
01. Go to Wikipedia and enter your date of birth (day & month).
02. List three historical events, two births and one death that happened on your birthday.


june 13th
1898 - yukon territory is formed, with Dawson chosen as its capital
1920 - the united states Postal Service rules that children may not be sent via parcel post.
2007 - al askari mosque bombed again.

1953 - tim allen, american comedian and actor (OH GOD.)
1970 - rivers cuomo, american musician

1036 - ali az-zahir, caliph


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and happy birthday to [info]argentumstar!


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ALSO ALSO ALSO, I must make it known, that until further notice, PLEASE DO NOT TEXT ME. my phone bill is starting to scare me again, and until I can put out the $15 for unlimited texting, I don't want anyone to send me texts. thank you.
 
 
Current Music: ガゼット → MAD MARBLE HELL VISION
 
 
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01 July 2007 @ 08:07 pm
tim and eric awesomecon plane ticket is bought. win. thank god the 'con' itself is free. it is in a park.
allison ([info]akuma_no_mi) will be flying in on the 27th to spend the night, allison, father and then myself fly to san diego the 28th and stay the night there and then we fly back the 29th. It'll be so amazing and worth every penny (all $10, since the tickets were free, but there was a small charge. the hotel will be $300) if I can get a photo with tim and eric. I know it'll at least be fun. ♡

on friday, I was finally able to hang out with dace again. basically, we went to adrian's house and just sat in the backyard playing with kittens. I got to stay for dinner, which was chinese styled vegetables with shrimp. it was delicious. the trust meter with my parents went up as well since I was home when I said I was supposed to be and called them when things came up.

yesterday, the family and I went to bucca di beppo in mesa and then went to the tempe market place to go to the new movie theatre there so that I could see pirates of the caribbean three. (since I was the only person to not see it yet.) I saw keifer there (this guy that I sat behind in biology.) working concession which was kind of bad since he's kind of dumb. (oh he 'smokes' now which means he's cool. even though he can't even light his cigarette right.) pirates was kind of lame. my favorite is still the first movie. another thing that happened there was that I was wearing the 'kaoru is my homeboy' shirt that allison made me, and this girl recognized it - from the internet. it was kind of creepy, but pretty neat at the same time.
in case you haven't seen it yet, this is what it looks like -


(I modified mine a little bit.)


kelynn ([info]chaos_sequence), what are you doing tomorrow? I was hoping that I could come over or something.
 
 
Current Music: PIERROT → CREATURE
 
 
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25 June 2007 @ 04:05 pm
 

I don't remember just how long I've wanted a zen creative vision: m, but I finally have one. his name is イッシ (katakana). not just a randomly thrown out name, but I chose it wisely. it means something to me. I even chose the color I chose because of it, even though originally I wanted pink. care to guess which pv was playing in the background?

LYRICS MEME )


just to let you know, that took FOREVER.
 
 
Current Music: Minus the Bear → Memphis & 53rd
 
 
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18 June 2007 @ 10:16 am
we were finally able to pick up andrae from boarding today, since they were closed yesterday. he's never been happier to see us.



stolen from [info]sporkbotic
x all that apply
x - small fear
xx - moderate
xxx - extreme


PHOBIA )
 
 
Current Music: Kagrra, → ~夢イズル地~
 
 
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17 June 2007 @ 04:18 pm
BIRTHDAY, SAN FRANCISCO & SANTA CRUZ )
 
 
Current Music: We Are Scientists → Inaction
 
 
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13 June 2007 @ 10:29 am
when you're sixteen, you're no fun.
two more years now...
 
 
Current Music: Ladytron → Evil
 
 
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07 June 2007 @ 04:26 pm
Biology → C
Acting 1 → A
Costume Design → A
British Literature → B
Visual Arts Foundations → B
Geometry → D
Government/ Economics → C
overall GPA → 2.7

ah damn, that is lame. my highest GPA was in the 1st quarter, at a 3.2
 
 
Current Music: メリー → 陽の当たらない場所~陽の当たらない闇~(BALZAC vs MERRY re-constructed version)
 
 
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29 May 2007 @ 08:58 pm
report for day two of JROCK REVOLUTION is up on [info]radicalfxcker.

I still can't fathom the fact that I saw kagrra,. we've been places, kagrra, and I. many many places. they've accompanied me on road trips, helped me clean my room, and all sorts of things. I want to meet them over and over again.
 
 
Current Music: Oingo Boingo → Only A Lad
 
 
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27 May 2007 @ 08:26 pm
KAGRRA, AND メリー WERE AMAZING.
reports in [info]radicalfxcker later.
 
 
Current Music: メトロノーム → 絶望さん
 
 
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07 May 2007 @ 05:12 pm
STOLEN FROM MAGGIE & KATE )


I don't really enjoy posting pictures of myself anymore, but I did dye my hair and cut my bangs.




no school on friday.
 
 
Current Music: Kra → 無才の鳥と果実
 
 
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28 April 2007 @ 08:35 am

 )
 
 
Current Music: PIERROT → ENEMY
 
 
 
 

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